ne peut pas dormir

I been in bed since 11. I'm still fucking up. Wtf!!!!


I really miss you. I love you. 😜

I miss u so much

Je suis amoureux de vous

Je t'aime

Je t'aime I love you. TE amo.

tú

You mean the world to me. No one else means the world to me. If you saw me talking to my friend today. He is like a little brother to me. He is only a friend. Nothing else. I only want you!!! No one else!!! I want you. I want us. I miss u so much!! I love u.

très en colère ces jours-

My sibling been yelling at me telling me and people I'm no good. I'm cheap and I made him that way. I try to ignore it. But he gets me so angry I flip out. I didn't make him that way. He did it to himslef. I didn't put the drugs in his hand and tell him to take it. I didn't buy it for him. He bought it himself. Tonight I didn't ask him for help. He help out. I told him im not driving home yet. I still have a lot to do. He left then came back chewy me out again. Blaming me for the way he is. I flip out. The whole neighborhood could hear me screaming. When I get mad im really loud and nasty. He got more piss cause I call my friend up to help me out with him.He got more piss cause I stay in the area. I tired getting blame for something I didn't do.

Je ne peux pas arrêter de penser à vous

I'm so piss off at you. But I can't stop thinking about you. I'm trying so hard not to text you. I want text you. I want to text you how I feel. I want to ask you so many questions. I want to yell at you.  I still miss you. I still love you. I really don't know what to do. If I ask my friends I know what they would say. They would tell me to give up and leave you alone. They would yell at me for talking to you in the first place. That's why I can't ask anyone. My head is telling me to stop. My heart telling me don't.