ne peut pas dormir

I been in bed since 11. I'm still fucking up. Wtf!!!!


I really miss you. I love you. 😜

I miss u so much

Je suis amoureux de vous

Je t'aime

Je t'aime I love you. TE amo.

tú

You mean the world to me. No one else means the world to me. If you saw me talking to my friend today. He is like a little brother to me. He is only a friend. Nothing else. I only want you!!! No one else!!! I want you. I want us. I miss u so much!! I love u.

très en colère ces jours-

My sibling been yelling at me telling me and people I'm no good. I'm cheap and I made him that way. I try to ignore it. But he gets me so angry I flip out. I didn't make him that way. He did it to himslef. I didn't put the drugs in his hand and tell him to take it. I didn't buy it for him. He bought it himself. Tonight I didn't ask him for help. He help out. I told him im not driving home yet. I still have a lot to do. He left then came back chewy me out again. Blaming me for the way he is. I flip out. The whole neighborhood could hear me screaming. When I get mad im really loud and nasty. He got more piss cause I call my friend up to help me out with him.He got more piss cause I stay in the area. I tired getting blame for something I didn't do.

Je ne peux pas arrêter de penser à vous

I'm so piss off at you. But I can't stop thinking about you. I'm trying so hard not to text you. I want text you. I want to text you how I feel. I want to ask you so many questions. I want to yell at you.  I still miss you. I still love you. I really don't know what to do. If I ask my friends I know what they would say. They would tell me to give up and leave you alone. They would yell at me for talking to you in the first place. That's why I can't ask anyone. My head is telling me to stop. My heart telling me don't.

J'essaie

 I try not to think about you. Yesterday and today. But you are in my damn head all day long and in my dreams. When I saw you with the mask on. I was worry about you. I hope you're not sick. When I try not to think about you cause I'm upset at you. I see you all day long. Everytime I look up. You were in my face. I'm mad at you. I'm still worry about you. I still miss you and I still love you.

Je ne fais pas bien dans cette chaleur

I know I'm not going to do well in this week heat wave. I was already having a problem yesterday with the humidity. I was sweating like a pig. I was sticky and gross out. I had so much to do yesterday. I couldn't wait to take a shower. I hope I don't have to much to do today. It's already disgusting out. I'm fucking melting!!!!

Je devais partager

I couldn't stop laughing when I saw this video. This reminds me of me and my best friend. Me doing the raspberry and her doing the fart. Lol I had to share this video. http://youtu.be/nUcm_hokUIc


I miss you!!!😜😝😛

les gens supposent toujours

The other day a girl I grew up with she assume I spend a lot on my wardrobe. I wasn't mad. I told her don't assume. She said she always assume. She said she saw me with this brand it's expensive. I told her I didn't pay full price. A friend hook it up a couple years ago. I don't spend a lot on my wardrobe. I always look for deals on clothes. I never pay full price. My handbags are brand name. I never spend full price on them either. I told her I shop where she shop. She was suprised. I told her never assume things. Ask me I will tell you. I'm just a regular girl. You don't have to buy brand name to please anyone. You wear what you like. No one knows if it's brand name or not. Unless it has a huge logo on the front. I wear what I'm comfortable with.

Te echo de menos

Te echo de menos!!!.Te extraño tanto.Te echo de menos!!!.Te extraño tanto.Te echo de menos!!!.Te extraño tanto.Te echo de menos!!!.Te extraño tanto.❤️❤️❤️😜😜

I❤️U

duele

no tener un buen día

I am not having a good day today. I was running late for work this morning. I'm being clumsy today. I bang my toes when I was moving stuff around. I end up geting a cut on my leg. My friend told me to get a tetanus shot cause I bang it on a rust metal. I told her it's ok. That's not the first time I did it. my brother keeps calling me up annoying me. Can you do this for me and that. Can I eat your food. Hello I'm working stop bothering me. When I rush im clusmy the whole day.

I ❤️ U

I miss you so much. I love you.

I miss you so much

Rain

I hope you got home before the rain started. I miss everything about you. Especially your smirk. I'm in love with you.

I really miss you

Estaba asustado

I was scared to text you to early in the morning before. I'm always thinking about you. Before I go to bed and when I wake up. You are always in my dreams too. Everytime I wake up I want to text you how I feel. But I didnt. I waited at a decent time. Now I been texting you when I officially get up. Cause I miss you so much. You broke my wall down. I'm not scared if you yell at me. I know you don't mean any of it. I'm telling you how I feel. You're a meanie for ignoring me. 😝😜 stop testing me already.I miss you. I love you.
I'm trying and trying. You pushing me away. 😜😝 im not going to give up.

I miss you so much

I love you😜❤️

You have a special place in my heart

I'm always thinking about you. Every Time I think about you. I have a smile on my face. I love you. I'm not giving up!😝😜😛

You're so cute

I miss you so much I love you

I love u

Sé que u está aquí.usted debe venir fuera.Yo podría hacer esto para usted

Sé que probablemente riendo. No lo haría.

I love you more then yesterday

I miss you so much 

❤️

I miss your cute smirk. I love you.😜❤️

I love you more and more!!!

Sweet dreams

You are always in my dreams. Love u❤️😜

I miss you so much

I Love you so much

You are so cute

I miss you😜❤️

❤️☺️

I'm thinking of you. I miss you so much

demasiado temprano

es demasiado temprano para que él sea discutiendo conmigo. Me estoy preparando para el trabajo y he oído que no quiere ir. omfg si se quedara él me va a hacer subir la pared. se quedara yo no lo voy a ayudar en absoluto si se mete en problemas. dejar que se pudra. No puedo tomar su mierda más. más le vale no aparece hoy. él es realmente molesto conmigo.

Pensé que voy a tener paz y tranquilidad. pues no siempre hay algo que va mal

I want to hug

😜

I'm still mad at you!!

im still mad at you!!! It's obvious you are Jon. That's why you block all the stuff on the timeline after I said you were Jon. 😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡

la compra de alimentos de nuevo

Me fui de compras de alimentos de nuevo. He estado yendo 3 veces a la semana ahora. más la general. alguien sigue comiendo de todo. él no sabe dinero costo de los alimentos. si no usa drogas. No me importa si él está comiendo mi comida. que no entiende el valor del dinero. tienes que trabajar para ello. no es gratis. no crece en los árboles. esta semana no se molestó en ir. que termina el sufrimiento. me causa siempre tengo hambre. No tuve más remedio que fui esta noche. Oigo tal vez el pequeño va a volver. Fui a buscar a la pequeña comida favorita. espero que el monstruo de alimentos no come la comida. Llego a casa de las tiendas de alimentos. Tengo lock out. SMH argh. Me lock out increíble.

Te extraño tanto. Quiero verte. Te amo más.😜❤️😘

I miss you

I miss you😜❤️

I don't believe you giving up that easliy.

I don't believe you going to give up that easily. you just saying that to hurt my feelings.you are being really a meanie.you know I'm reading it that's why you wrote that. You know I'm really senstive. You better not give up. I'm not giving up. You mean the world to me. I miss you and love you.😜❤️😘

If I see you tomorrow im going to try have the guts to to do this😝😝😝😝😝😝.if I can't im going to take a picture and send it to you. 😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😤

Todavía recuerdo el primer día que te conocí.

Todavía recuerdo el primer día que te conocí.Todavía recuerdo el primer día que te conocí. cuando nos conocimos. No tenía idea de que sería tan importante para mí. Me preocupo por ti. Te extraño tanto. Sólo quiero abrazarte. Te amo.😜❤️😘

Te extraño tanto

Te extraño tanto. Quiero verte. Espero no sonar desesperada.Te amo.😜❤️😘

Thinking of you

😜❤️

Do you ever sleep?

Te extraño tanto

Te extraño tanto. Quería verte esta noche.


espero que se sienta mejor.

Me preocupo mucho por ti

😜❤️

I love you more❤️❤️❤️

😜❤️ 

I miss you

😜❤️

Yo...

atención

algunos niños actúan porque quieren atención desde allí los padres. los padres no están prestando atención a ellos. sólo comprar cosas para ellos en su lugar. Sé que este chico que no tiene respeto por los ancianos de todos. su mamá me dijo que él podría golpear él. Yo no voy a pegarle. no es mi trabajo para enseñarle respeto. son los padres. Le digo que es una falta de respeto de las cosas que hacemos. es que terminó maldiciendo me fuera delante de la madre. la madre no dijo nada. SMH tiene que haber razón por qué actúa de esa manera. usted no puede comprar el amor chico. tienes que pasar tiempo con ellos.

I ❤️ U

I ❤️U

I miss you

I love you😜❤️

Quiero llamar a usted

Quiero llamar a usted.Me temo que va a rechazar mi llamada telefónica.que no es una excusa. Yo quiero llamar.Realmente te extraño.


Te quiero😜❤️

Estoy cansado

Estoy tan cansado. Yo no estoy durmiendo bien en estos días. mi hermano está en la casa caminando como un elefante. no tiene respeto la gente está durmiendo. Tengo el sueño ligero. una vez que estoy hasta que me lleva un tiempo a caer un sleep.i podía oírle correr alrededor de la maldita casa en el medio de la noche. Le oía dando un portazo. Tengo que probar dos días de descanso durante la semana. cuando salen no voy a tener días libres. Tengo paz y tranquilidad. cuando él no está. No puedo esperar.



Te echo de menos😜❤️
Te quiero

Voy a tener que llamar a la policía sobre él

Voy a tener que llamar a la policía sobre él pronto. hizo dos amenazas a mí. Yo no lo puedo controlar. él simplemente saque las aquí tirando cosas a mí. si no se va. Voy a dejar un par de horas. él me conduce loco esta semana. Voy a tener un ataque de pánico. él es el que está causando mi presión arterial suba. No tengo más remedio que llamar a la policía si él puso su mano sobre mí.

I love you

😜❤️😘

que quiere decir mucho para mí

No puedo explicarlo. Te conozco por un período muy corto. que no es como yo te conozco desde hace muchos años. que realmente significa mucho para mí. cuando te conocí. Yo no sabía que iba a caer para usted tan duro.

I miss my mom

I really miss my mom

Thinking of you.

I miss you😜❤️

Te echo de menos.

😜❤️

I miss you❤️

😜❤️

❤️😜

I ❤️U

You 😜❤️

I miss you! I ❤️U😜❤️

I ❤️ U

😜❤️

I ❤️ U

😜❤️

I ❤️ U😜❤️

😜❤️

qué noche!!!

lo que una noche loca !!Acabo de llegar a casa !!!así es como empezar mi nuevo año! espero que resulta mejor. Voy a conseguir ningún sueño de nuevo esta noche. Tengo que levantarme temprano en la mañana.Necesito 💤💤💤💤💤



Te echo de menos
Te quiero😜❤️

I ❤️ U

I love you😜❤️

Vacation

I was supposed to leave today for my vacation. I had my vacation cancel to another date. I didn't want to go hang out with people I don't like. Two of my other friends change there vacation plan to. So we could go together. I wanted to go away from this freezing weather. Who don't want to be on a sunny hot beach in the winter. ☀️👙👣



I'm not running away😜

I miss u 😜❤️

😜❤️

Je te aime😜❤️

I love you😜❤️

I love u😜❤️

I love u 😜❤️

Mickey y Minnie

omg estoy sentado y jugando con mi teléfono vi que algo se movía. Casi me caigo de la silla de la causa que vi a Mickey y Minnie corriendo.😱😱

dejar de leer 😜😜😜😜
me encanta you😜

I love you 😜❤️

I love you😜❤️

Becareful

you should becareful out there. It's really nasty.


Miss you❤️😜

😜😝

😜😝

Do you ...

Do you get mad at all?
Whenever I see you. You are very calm.
Were you mad at me for giving up on you before. You were reading.
Do you get angry at all?
I never see that side.
How do you stay positive?
Are you negative at all?
Are you afraid of anything?
When I see you. I'm calm.
I'm comfortable around you.
I'm stress free.
I'm happy when I see you. You put a smile on my face😄
I'm always angry. But when I'm around you. I'm not angry.
You always have a smile on your face.

I miss you
I love you❤️😜
Good night sweet dreams

I do want my dream to come true

i know there is a reason why I'm dreaming this dreams. I been dreaming it for a while now. I do want the dream to come true. Do you believe in dreams?  Do you sleep at all? It's not good when you don't get a good night sleep! I know what you going to say. Do something about it. If I want the dream to come soon. Right😜

Omg

Omg u been reading this for a while now. How long?  I said you look better with short hair. That was in the summer. U had short hair the next day. U are cute with shorter hair.☺️ Omg!!! U know everything about me. All the bad and good stuff. 😱



I'm trying not to think negative and I can't write anything negative cause u are reading !😜
U don't think about negative things at all?

Dress warm today it's freezing outside!

Wonderful I'm sitting here writing this I see Mickey and Minnie running around!! not funny!

No way!!!

there is no way he knows!!! I had to use my other facebook account to do 😛. I saw his posting about being quiet and being postive.
No way you are reading this!!!
If you are isn't it past your bedtime!!! Stop posting!! Impossible he is reading this!!!😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

If you are reading this 😘💋 I love you!

Drive or train

i was stuck in traffic driving him to school this morning. He got up late again. He told me to drive fast. Haha I told him I can't drive fast. It's his fault for not going to bed early. He told me don't forget to pick me up. I'm debating should drive or take the train. His mom is back. But I still have him.
This little girl on Monday she said I look sad. I said no I'm just tired. She said she wants to play dance. So she could cheer me up. What a sweet little girl. She did cheer me up. But inside I'm hurting.


I love u!😜❤️


Very weird!!! Very weird!!! Very weird!!! Very weird!!!

trouble maker

My friend who call me about the rumors. She a trouble maker. She hasn't stop calling me. She keeps asking me what am I going to do. I said nothing. Why am I going to waste my time on those stupid girls. my friend is a trouble maker. I know she wants me to hit the girls. I'm not going to. She was calling me all night to bug me.



I was so tired last night. I fell a sleep in the chair. Now my back is hurting. I'm more tired watching a little one. Then working 80 to 100 hrs. I got to drive him to school. Why do I have to be responsible one here. His parents don't really care. They both went away separately. Smh. I'm always getting stuck with things to do. I got sucker written in my head. 😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴

I hope he know I miss him a lot. I love him so much!!

Im leaving my unhappy past behind!!

I want to leave my unhappy past behind. The person my husband he is not calling me back. I need to tell him this marriage is not working. We can't drag this any longer. We are dragging it. I want to text it to him. But it's wrong to do it in text. It's easier. But it's wrong. I have to do this in person. He is not calling me back. He is ignoring me to.


The other guy I hope he knows I do appreciate his love. I did doubt him. I panic!!! Wouldn't he had panic to if I said that to him. I would of been mad at him to. I would be hurt. But at least I would be mad for a week then tell him I'm mad. He is not saying anything at all. I'm not giving up!!! You pushing me away I'm not going anywhere!!!  I still love him even though my heart hurts. 3person ignoring me.

I want a relationship where you talk and hug the person everyday. Laugh together. Fight and make up.sometimes it's not only about the sex. As long you enjoy to be together. Be werid together. Make fun of each with out the other one being mad. The worst thing about my relationship was always aruging about money. Money is not everything. You do need money to pay for bills. As long you spend Quality time together. You enjoy the other person company. Whenever I do see my husband. We constant fighting about money his family. We hardly saw each other. When we are together we are cursing each other. We do it in front of friends and family. They even said it's going to happen sooner or later. It will happen now.


I'm piss off now. I get a phone call my friend is telling me this person is spreading rumors.Why are people spreading rumors about me!!! The worst thing is im not even around them. I block them from my facebook. Now that guy knows my facebook name. I text him from there.

I'm having a horrible bday month!

I never felt like this...

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