Twinkle

I went to lunch with friend. She bought her friends along . One if the guys call me a freaking twinkle. I was insulted again. I ask why he said I act like one. I do not act like one.

Twinkle- Yellow on the outside, white on the inside.
He said I act more white then Asians wtf

Insulted today

One of my co worker insulted me today. I had to go to hr because she made a racial remark. She ask me how much rice do I eat? Wtf cause I'm Asians she thinks I always eat rice. If I made a comment how much fried chicken do she eat. She would pull me in hr so fast. People shouldn't say stupid things like that. I wouldn't say things like that cause I know it's wrong!

Skin color

It doesn't matter what color is your skin. We are all humans!!!


Is there a reason for me to call him after he diss me. I don't know what to do.

I need a nap

I'm so tired my system is going to crash. I'm going to try to take a nap for hour. I hope I don't over sleep cause I got to get back to work. I'm working to much. I need a vacation soon.

Don't judge me by my race.

I went grocery shopping I came back to the house to drop it off. This Russian guy was blocking my driveway. I honk he didn't move I honk 2 more times. The asshole saw me. He stay in the car. I honk a couple more times. He gets out the car and he put his hand up and said in broken English what's te promblen china girl. No you don't call me. I flip out on him. I told him move your fu&king now. He was surprised I was yelling at him in foul language. Don't judge me cause I'm Asian and a girl. I will give you a piece of my mind. I been having problems with this damn driveway people in the neighborhood thinks its there personal driveway. I has one car block the driveway for 3hrs. I couldn't get in. I was driver around to look for parking no luck. When I did call 311 to complaint no cops show up to ticket the car. I block him in double park at 2am and turn the radion on full blast to wake up the neighborhood. That's when the cops show up about loud music playing. I got the car ticket and tow.

My co workers are going to be piss again tomorrow. I'm not going in again. I got doctors appointment  
I hate going to the doctors.

It really does matter!

It really does matter what color your skin is. Why I say that cause I just found out today. The new vp is younger then me. He does have a master degree and he a white boy. He looks like one of those white collar boy. This new vp is really stuck up. To me he looks down on people. He never say good morning when you see him. I always say good morning. I know they hired a lot of Asian people at the company cause they are trustworthy and hard working. Not all Asians are trustworthy. It does matter if you're not white!!!

Different dialects

Chinese people have different dialects depending on what part of china you came from. I speak a different dialect at home. It's not Cantonese or mandarin. I could speak Cantonese cause I learn how to speak it from friends and watching Chinese drama. I understand mandarin but I can't speak it. Today in front of my building my co workers from another department was talking about me. I know who they are and they know who I am but I don't speak to them. They were speaking in Cantonese saying I was skinny when I start working here. Then I blew up like a ballon. Now I'm skinny again. They were gossiping saying maybe I throw up my food that's how I lost the weight. They didn't know I understand Cantonese. They were standing really close by. I let them finish there conversation. I call them a say baht por it means bitch in Cantonese. They were kind of shock. Never judge a person. You really don't know these days who understands other languages. I work with naive people.

Boss

My racist boss got fired. Is it wrong for me to be happy. I don't think so. Woohoo!!im doing the happy dance. She didn't get fired for being a racist. Payback is a bitch!!!

You got to be white to get promoted!!

If your skin color is not white you never get promoted in the company I work for. This guy he was working there a couple years ago. He only stayed for a year. He was hire for a buiness project when he was working at the company. He's back and now he a damn vp wow. I got to say wtf. The company higher ups are mostly white. They hire a lot asians cause they are trustworthy and they work hard. Asians don't talk back. Sorry assholes/bitches I do I talk back. I know they don't like me but they know I work hard. I work with mostly females and they are petty old bitches. The damn guy is younger then me. If I stay at this place I'm going to pull all my hair out. I finally got a interview next week. Hope it goes well.