Why do people always talk about religion.

I don't like talking about religion. Why cause some people would say my religion is better. I had someone tell me I should only believe in Jesus. I ask her why she said Jesus is the only God. Oh boy I told her I only believe in my religion but if I decide to change its my choice. I had a coworker she said my religion is garbage. How could someone say that. I told her to bugoff. People could believe what they want. Don't have someone telling you what to believe in.

Discriminate

Does men Discriminate against women? Yes they do. My friend call me up and told me she had to teach a Asian guy at work. He was piss she was a Asian female. When the higher up told him to report to her. He didn't know she was a Asian female cause her last name isn't Asian. She took her husband last name. She said he pretending he knew everything. She also said he was a cocky asshole. Asian men don't like Asian female to be higher then them. Asian men doesn't like females getting payed more then men. Asian men doesn't like Asian female to go out with other race. Some men discriminate against female if they are there boss. She had to put him in his place cause he wasn't listening to her while she was teaching him. 

Racial supervisor

I'm going back to work tomorrow. I'm going have to deal with the racial supervisor. I will still have  attuitude. I really don't care. Someone told me to report it to the eeoc she harassing me and tell them the company is trying to swept things under the rug. Co workers call me up today telling me she was trying to blame me for something I was piss cause I'm not there to defend myself. She really needs a ass kicking. Should I quit? Should I wait for them to fired me? If I quit I have no money. If they fired me I could get unemployment. But I can't use them as a ref. I could always run the family business. I could start my online business. Don't know what to do. These days im thinking to much it's hurting my brain cells. To many problems coming at me. I can't fix it. Sometimes I just wanna scream!!!

What are you staring at!!

Today my brother and his friend came with me to nj to go shopping. He almost started a fight. These white people was staring at him and his friend. He was yelling at them what are you staring at. Never seen Asian people before. He started cursing. I could hear him from the other side of the store. He was piss he ask me there's no Asian in this part of nj. I told him there asians. But the white people like to stare here. Some are nice but some could be really nasty I told him. I told him some just stare and some would make nasty comments.

Asian people should stand up for themself!!

Asian at work should stand up for themself. They dont. No one wonder Asian people get pick on at my job. I have this friend she always getting pick on by supervisors and co workers. She really a nice and quiet person. She don't say anything. I told her she has to say something if you don't. They will pick on you. She so stress out at work she breaking out in a rash on her face and she getting sick.I don't put up with the racial crap. The company doesn't do anything when I reported a racial comment. I might have to take a step further and hire a lawyer. I'm so stressed out from this job. I don't care anymore if I have it or not. I'm just pissed off. No one understand how I feel to be in a situation like this!!!

God daughter

I had my god daughter with me. Everyone thought she was Spanish.  She ask me why do people think she Spanish. I told her maybe she look like one. I don't know. She was counting how many times people said she was Spanish 4 times. There was 2 people thought she was Italian. No one guess right. I had to tell them she half chinese and half white. She speak Chinese fluent. She chinese better them me.They were shock. Do not judge the book by it's cover.

This week I had to correct so many people.

This week everywhere I went. I had to correct people telling not all yellow skin are Chinese. They are Asian!! It was getting annoying I had to correct people. You can't call a Korean person Chinese they will get offended. My coworker said the Chinese lady was here. I knew she wasn't Chinese. I got mad I told her you can't say that. My client heard me and told her the same thing. There was this guy on the block he said he was playing ball with the Chinese boys. I told him they are not Chinese. His friend correct him. Telling him what they were. So he ask me what am I. I told him I'm Chinese. His friend told him I'm a getto girl who grew in the neighborhood. I got to nany nick names getto girl twinkle(yellow from the outside but white in the inside).You can't judge by the cover.

Asian&Math

Today someone said to me you should be really good in math. I hate when people say things like that. Don't think all Asians people are good in math. I told him I suck in math. This guy apologize he said he didn't mean it that way. I told him it sounded that way. I think he felt bad what he had said. I'm glad he apologize. I'm not a Asian nerd math whiz. Some Asians are really good in math. Not me! Don't judge people by there race!

Don't judge

Don't judge 

Stop saying my name wrong

I hate people who can't pronounce my name . I told you before if you can't say don't say it. Today someone said my name and added Ching Chong Ching Chong again. It's fucking annoying when they do that. I going to have to change my name.


I have to work with bitches and assholes!