I hate going to pa!

I hate going to pa! People stared at you like your a alien. Grown ups and little kids. What never seen Asians before. I'm standing in line to pay for my things. This white lady try to skip me. I said to her hello wait for your turn. She said i was rude. I told her she the rude one cause she trying to skip me. She probably thought i wouldn't say anything she was wrong. I would never move to pa.

Can't fall a sleep eyes and nose hurt.i still have a fever.

Why am i thinking about him?

I had to yell at someone today!!

There is this lady I know she is very naive. She thinks all yellow skin people are Chinese. She introduces me to a lady she know. She said the lady is Chinese like me. The lady look offended cause she wasn't Chinese. She was Korean. I been telling her she can't assume all yellow skin people are Chinese. There are different people from other countries. I was piss cause she doesn't listen. Her friend look annoyed but didn't say anything. What a stupid lady!!


I want to call him! How do I know if he going to answer or not? I have no clue. I don't really know what to. I just don't have guts!!

My co workers are making fun of my name

My co workers are making fun of my name again. I'm very annoyed. I have told them many times if you can't pronounce it don't try to say it at all.  Do I gave to deal with stupid and ignorant people everyday. I'm having a bad day!!! I wanna go home and stay in bed. 

Sushi

Am I supposed to like sushi cause I'm asian. I don't like sushi. I don't like anything raw. I met a friends's friend. They were talking about having sushi. I said that's nasty. He said i should like sushi. I ask him why cause I'm Asians. He said yes. I told him I'm more American then Asians. I eat certain Asians things but if its raw I'm not touching it. I told him sushi is a Japanese food. It's not Chinese food. Not all yellow skin people are one kind. There are many different Asians. We cooked different type of food. We speak different dialect. Just because we look a like. It doesn't mean we understand each other. People got to stop judging.  

This lady ask me yesterday do I speak English

This lady came in looking around looking for something. She came up to me asking me do i understand English. Wtf  I ask her does she need any help. She ask me do i have a bathroom for her to used. I told her no. She has the nerve to call me a bitch afterward. I was going to curse her out but I didn't cause there was kids around. I was biting my tongue. But a friend of my curse her out she said the lady was rude. I have to deal with naive people all day.

I went to the birthday party last night. I didn't stay long cause I'm really tired. I found out who the selfish person was. Who plan the party. She never like me from the beginning. I hear she did it on purpose. Whatever I show up at least.

Werid I haven't seem him at all. Is he not feeling! I won't know unless I call him. I said I will try this week.

Why can't asians speak up!

I'm sitting on the train and there was these Asians teenagers getting pick on by 3 others different ethnic. They sat there and didn't do or say anything. I was getting annoyed. I open my mouth and curse them out. They were kind of surprised. Then I yelled at the Asians kids for not standing up.