Relationships

Relationships should not be hurry into. I see a lot of relationship hurry into. I see some of my friend relationships got hurry into. A friend got marry after dating 3 months. She rush cause she was 36 years old. That marriage didn't last long. 3 months later they end it. I see hate relationship. They both hate each but they still together. I have another friend she on her 3husband. Everyone is taking bets how long will this last.I see my friend relationship it's really strong. Still going strong they both are weird together. She put up his crap. He puts up with her crap to.They been together since high school. I want a normal relationship. He there for me and I'm there for him. Watch movies together and cuddle. I'm not normal. I'm weird. I have a past. I'm not perfect. I am sensitive and emotional person. Love me for who I am.

I should of have known that day.the more I ask those questions. His expression changed. I was so stupid. I was hurting him right there. He's my soulmate I don't wanna hurry into a relationship.
I wanted to text him last night .To let him know I miss him. I didn't cause it was 11pm. I don't want him to think I'm annoying. I hope he knows I care. I miss him! I love him. I'm not giving up until I mend his broken heart. He is my prince. When I'm with him all my problems go away. I'm stress free. I want to be in his arms again.


I'm looking outside. I'm not to happy it's snowing. Why I got to shovel snow. More work for me. I'm going to be mess up today. I slam my fingers yesterday in the door. It's not broken but im in a lot of pain.